I haven't seen snow for a long time.It was very warm last year.Sunday night I went out for supper ,the snow was not very big,just a little,disappeared and melted into water quickly after droping .This morning when I wake up,I found there was lots of snow.I can see white everywhere,trees,hills,passerby's coats.  It is so beautiful.

  Everybody was happy because of snow.They talked about the snow when they met.Although it's very cold today,the snow is welcome.Because snow,the air is so clear.The scene is more beautiful than before.The vegetables of fields will be more strong and healthy.The world is likely static.

 Tonight there is annual dinner in my company.There are a lot of awards.The highest award is a notebook,then LCD TV,DSC...I all like them very much.I always think I am not a fortunate person.But 2008 year is a special year.It snows in the beginning of 2008 year for twice.It's so specail.So I believe special thing will also occurred on me.I hope I can have a fortune.If won't ,it doens't matter.Sometimes small thing can change person's mood.Just like snow,I will be pleased for long time.

  I have finished the boring work 70% and I also knew the inerview result.I breathed freely again.Although I couldn't leave right now,I have the hope.For one way,I stay in current company ,wait March coming,the other way,I will continue to look for good chance.If I can find good opportunity,I won't wait this company's offer.

 No matter how,I needn't wait .I can do what I want to do.Whatever they will hire me,I will persist in learning English,it's useful for every company.

 Dark will disappear,the sun will rise for one day.I believe I will come true my dream as long as I have dreams.Strive for the dreams continuously.Getting more than 10K one year is not a dream,I will come true.

  The work is so nuisance.I have no choice but to do.There is no news from HangZhou.I know I care too much.I should keep patient.But it's hard to execute.I hate my current work,so boring,so tired.The schedule is so urgent.

  I know even if I receive the news,I have to finish the current work.But I needn't to wait,maybe my mood will be peace.For me,the new job is the most important thing.If I know the result,I will finish the work with patience because when I complete the boring work,I can end the nuisance work.

  "If there is no result,what shall I do?"I asked myself for more than one time.I am not willing to admit.I don't want to consider the bad result.I believe I will succeed.

   When I want to do something,I hope it realize at once.But the thing isn't controlled by me,it's controlled by others.I don't know what can I do.I don't want to ask the HR when the test manager come back.I don't want to present my eager mood.I must keep quiet to wait at least one week.

  The work is so much that I have to take leisure time to finish.I have no time to learn the knowledge.I can't do other interested thing.Continue to do my work,so disgusting!

 It's really like a dream.But it's a pleasant dream.Even in the dream,I can't image the trip will be so nice.Friday night,I lay in bed ,recalled the trip even doubt it's a dream,not the reality.I went back at 14:00 from HangZhou.Originally,I worried if it's to late,I have to live in HangZhou.I have to find the hotel.It's unbelievable I can go back so early.

  I arrived in HangZhou at 11:20.The interview is so quick ,I just talked with one person ,last no more than one hour,then it finished.It's so unbelievable!Now I don't know the result.I was  surprised that why the trip was so pleasant.

  On Friday morning I waited the bus station,I thought I had to wait at least 20 minutes because I saw the previous bus passing when I arrived.But I just waited no more than 5 minutes,the other bus arrived.When I reached the south bus station,I didn't wait any longer,I took the bus to HangZhou.At about 11:20 I reached HangZhou.At first I worried I can't find the bus station to BingJiang region,so I reserved at least half an hour to find the station.But I am a good fortune,I asked a man and he told me the destination.I found the bus station easily.The man was so kind that he emphasized me to take the left bus,not the right again.When I found the bus,the K317 bus what I really wanted to take was coming,I took the bus.I was so happy,I thought it's the god he is helping me.After 45 minutes,I arrived the bingkangxilu station.I planed to ask others where is the new Software Park .I found it was just 12:00,there is two hours and a half left .So I went straight the road,took out the biscuit and eat.About walking 5 minutes,I found a big building ahead of me called Software Park."It's so pleasant.I have reached the final destination."

  The interviewer is so nice to me.But now I still don't know why the process is so easy.I was so tired that my presentation is not very well.When I recall the question,I find I can answer the question easily,but at that time,I didn't answer very well.Even for some question I answered I don't know directly.

  So now I don't know whether I will hired by the company.From the interviewer's words,I think I have the oppertunity.Because the test manager is on vacation and he had interviewed with me by phone.So this interivew is easy,just completed an exam.Now I can't remember clearly when I can get the result,next week or the week after next week?I can't recall when the test manager will come.In other way,I comfort myself I will be hired .If I have no chance why the girl told me the HR will call me.But before I receive the formal appointment,I still can't make sure the interview's mind.Maybe she is like the person who interviewed in July in ShangHai,present very nice,treat the interviewee very kind,just say something to comform the interviewee and didn't say the truth and make the interiviewee misunderstand he/she will be hired.

  I am not willing to think this thing.No matter how,it has passed.I should forget the past thing and grasp the current thing.But it's so hard to do.Saying is a thing,doing is another thing.I eager to tell my parents I will end the job hunting .I will come true the my dream.But I still don't have the confidence.I have experienced so much ,maybe they won't call me again.I have lost the position.It's not impossible.Everything has the possibility.

   But it's no use to take the thing in heart.Remember the thing just make me insomnia,make me lose the energy to do everything.I tell myself to forget it,do what I should do.It's no use.

  Yes,how can I forget the thing so easily.Before interview,I have worked hard for several days.I took every minutes to learn ,not only test knowledge but also English .Althoug the interview is easy,it didn't involve so much  knowledge what I have prepared.

  No matter how I have learned much by this interview preparation.I don't worry I can't find a good job.I just want to end the process of job hunting as soon as possible.Find a job is too tired,especially to another city.I just want to begin a new start in new year.But now I have to do nothing just to wait.I wish the result come qiuckly.

  I will wait the result two weeks.If I can't receive any call from the company during the next two weeks.I give up.Now matter what's the result,I will still learn English,listen to the tapes,write the English articles.I learn English just because I like it,not just for this company.I can't join the company,I can still go to another company.As long as I don't lose the confidence.Keep peace and take everything seriously

  I have finished seeing the preparation materials .A lot of concepts,English letters and the notice items are full of my brain.I can do nothing but to remember again.I worry about forgetting them if I don't see them from time to time.In order to prepare tomorrow's trip,I am not in the vein for working.I spend the working time to look at the materials,leaving the work aside.After this trip,I should take my energy to work .No matter what's the result,I should be serious to my current work.The Spring Festival is coming,when I come back,I have to have a good rest ,spend my free time to catch up with the project schedule.

  Give best wishes to myself.I hope the result conform to the dream.These days' dreams imply I will succeed,I will get big fortune.Though it's just the dream,I believe.Present my best side to them,they will satisfy me.If they won't ,it's their loss,not mine.

  Good luck!Cherish every chance.No matter how,I will release after coming back.I will try my best to meet the challenge.

  2008 year is coming,the new year again and I am one year older than 2007 year.At the beginning of new year ,I am in good mood.I am happy because when I am in trouble,someone will encourage me,someone will find the materials to me .Although I haven't succeeded ,I believe my hard-working is valuable,I will succeed some day.

  New year ,new plan.So what's my objective?Now the only aim is to find a good job and can work in HangZhou,adapt the new environment ,live the normal life.

  I have written some articles in this blog and before today,no one give comment.Today I see the comment and I am very happy.Sometimes a little words can give me more courage.Maybe the person who wrote the comment didn't consider much,just say something what he wanted to say,but I got much.I am affected by environment,by people easily.I know it's not good.Be a person,should have though,mind by himself,shouldn't affect by others.But it's not easy to do.

  Anyway,in this new year,I will start my new life.I hope the trip is favoring.Keeping peace mood is helpful.

  The left thing is that read the notice again,recite the sentences,listen the tapes ,keep calm,be confident to meet the challenge.

  Another opportunity is coming.I meke an appointment with SSS to interview next Friday.I don't know whether it's the appropriate time.I only know I have prepared for a long time.Now matter how, I should try it.There is no probelm except English .I am not sure,but I will try my best .Be calm,present my best way.

 The only classmate isn't in HangZhou.I don't have place to live.I have to go back in the same day.So I should schedule the time.But there are so many undefined thing,how could I schedule now?I only ask to interveiw early and after interview,I go to bus station to buy ticket.If there is no ticket then,I find the other way.Maybe I can find a cheap hotel,maybe I can go to internet bar for the whole night.Oh,how poor I am!But I have no other choice,it's difficult to change job ,especially change to another city.Maybe I spend money,energy and physical affliction,the result is bad and I should find another job,I should go to HangZhou for another time.Oh,it's so suffering.I'm not willing to consider the result.Before the result coming,I try my best effort to prepare,to learn.At least I try it.I have the courage to accept the failure again.

 Oh,I'm so tired.It's so difficult to find a good job.

 I have written English articles for night days,I also listen to English everyday.I don't know whether the level has improved.When I write something in English,I always can't use the right words to express my feeling ,but when I write  Chinese article,I can write long passage.I have forgotten a lot of English syntax.I can't make sure what I have written.After I look up the words in dictionary then I can write them down.I worry I make the syntax mistake,I am not confident of what I wrote.

 These days I study English hard,I am so tired.There are so much knowledge to learn.I can't make sure whether I make progress.I am not sure whether I can pass the interview next week.Sometimes I am very confident,I believe I can pass.Sometimes I doubt myself.I know I am too nervous.I regard it too important.Because I have no other choice.I have to continue to study,I wan't come true the dream.

  Maybe my English is still poor.I still write Chinese English.I don't care.Only if I can write,I can say.Others can see what I have said,what I have written.It's a process to make process。

  Today I find there are so much knowledge should I to study.Yesterday night I installed Test Director successfully and I should learn how to use it ,what features the TD has in short time.I should read the winrunner guid .Everyday I should listen English,write my realization in English;also I should busy on company's work.So many things I should to do.2007 will pass,2008 will com .Recall the whole 2007,although my life is still the same as 2006,I experience more than 2006 year.I am mature.I learn more knowledge in 2007,accumulate a lot of knowledge point.It's just for that I can do the thing that I like in 2008 year.I have more challenge to do in 2008 year.

  What's life?Life is that you should taste asid,sweet,bitter,hot.Life is nice.When you taste bitter and obtain gains,it's hard to describe the happiness.It's valuable.

Now I surround darkness,but one day I will meet the sunshine.Sun will rise in the near future.

My wife is happy for blossomy narcissus,satisfies for washing feet with hot water .Every morning when she opens the curtain and sees the sun,she cheers.She waters flower and finds the worm in the flowerpot ,she yells,asks my daughter and me to see.She only has simple and cheap cosmetic.She doesn’t like to buy car because she says it will generate a lot of pollution.She likes to walk.It’s more healthy and comfortable.

She always complains there are so many accounts needing her to handle.She is an accountant.There are a lot of accounts.Although she always complain,she does the work happily.She always says when she retires,she moves seaside to live and tour abroad

Everyday she reviews newspaper ,then jumps rope,kicks shuttlecock with daughter.She has little social activity and goes out eating .I have ever read a book ,said people are busy because they have so many social intercourse.If they quit some parties,they will be free.One day,she eat lobster porridge which I brought from restaurant.On that Saturday,our family had a dinner in a canteen.When we sat down,She said the porridge which I brought  is delicious.She asked to eat again.My daughter said it’s lobster porridge,very expensive,need to pay several hundreds,can you afford it?She said no at once.

My wife can’t  cook at first.She studies to cook and the food is delicious.Now we all like to eat the food she cooks.She is interested in bagatelle.She always says everything if you want to learn,you will do it better.She enters accountant certificated examination.She has little time to review the materials on account of job and housework.That day after she finished to exam,she was very sad.She told me she intended to exam next year.The score came out she thought she can’t pass the exam and didn’t dare to look for.But she passed the exam and one subject’s score is just one more than the standard’s.She was very happy and reddened.She doesn’t take taxi usually,but that day she took the taxi to work.She gave the driver ten yuans and did’t want the changes. She is very excited for this thing.

She likes sleeping.On weekends,she always wakes up at noon.I always see her red face when she sleeps.When she gets up,she opens the curtain , buys food,cooks the food. After latter,delicious smells and songs wafted up from the kitchen.

 After reading this articles,you will be moved as me.Why?later you will know.

 Doctor Ball told his students there is a patient who can’t say a word and understand other’s words,sometimes she hums for several hours.She can’t distinguishes people.But if you call her name,she reacts at once.I have been stayed with her for six months,but she dosen’t notice her physical status,she has never taked care of  herself.Others  must help her to eat,bathe,wear clothes.She eats porridge.She can’t walk.She always wakes up at midnight and squeal ,make others wake up.At most time,she is kind and happy,but some day she became impatient no reason.she cried until somebody comforted her .

 After finished, Ball asked his students ,” are you willing to look after this patient?” Most of the students are not willing to do,they are all frown.

The doctor said,”I am pleasure to look after her and you all will like to do.”

   The students are very confused.Then the doctor take out the patient’s photo .In fact the patient is his six months daughter.

It can’t get happiness by only giving matters,but giving award  will bring the sense of happiness certainly.

　　 I will introduce eight rules about happiness.

　the first rule:giving big award instead of small one

People always think if they want others to help them,they should give them something,no matter the format of award,giving is important that no giving.But it’s not true.

If person want to inspire somebody to do something,he should give big award,otherwise choose to give small one.

the second rule
　　 don’t punish instead of a little penalty

The idea that avoid something happened then  adopt punishment is wrong.Don’t punish instead of a  little punishment .

　　 The third rule:
　no choice instead of having choice

　　People will hesitate  which gift to choose.Although they will choose the gift that they like most,many times they are not satisfied .Sometimes it will yield bad result.

When the quality of gifts gave are almost the same ,giving somebody one is better than choosing.When you give the presents to others,if they like them and have to choose one ,they will unhappy.

The fourth rule:choose bad thing is better than no choice.

　　
　　 If people have to accept one bad result among a set of bad results,let them choose .For two bad matters,they will feel better choosing by themselves.After all,it’s their choice.

The fifth rule:

Except special circumstance,for general interpersonal relationship ,giving not expensive gifts is fine.It is better to choose a little more expensive gift among cheap gifts than to choose cheap gift among expensive gifts.For a company management,the way is also effective.It not only encourage employees but also cut down the cost.
　　

The sixth rule:

Giving the gifts that exists forever. They can bring the happiness to receiver. The receivers appreciate and remember you forever ,seeing the gifts think of you.

 The best way to conquer loneliness is acceptance ,be mature.If you are really very lonely,don't know how to solve the problem and don't want to tell others.You can try these methods as follows:

 1.look for something to do,do the thing what you like and it can help you to beat loneliness.When you take the whole energy to do the thing,you can forget everything.There is no space for loneliness.Jogging,writing something or play musical instruments.The most important thing is to do the thing that you are interested.

2.contact nature frequently.You will feel happy and be quiet in nature.When you are free,have a walk in park or ride a bike,then you will be more energic,break up boring matters.

3.don't work too much.overtime work will make you lonely. always play with others .Have a good rest,see drama,listen to music.

4.Family happiness.call your parents and brothers ,talk to them your latest life.You are similar life environments,history,the same blood,life style,personality and they will give you much support and encourage you.

5.Help others .Besides money supporting,the misfortune people need psychologic help.

Schedule your time,participate in the volunteer activities.You won't annoy by loneliness.

6.exercise.It's helpful to exsercise when you are available,such as swimming,jogging,play balls.It can make you more healthy.

 One day afternoon,I had to wait for my husband ending up his business and I came into a gallery nearby.I hope I can enjoy the artists' wonderful productions quietly during the waiting time.

 I looked at every pictures carefully.Not far from me,a young couple were looking the pictures also.I found out that the female kept talking to the man and didn't stop,she evaluated every picture .I admired that man has so much patience and stand her chattering .I can't stand the noisy and I determined to walk away.

 I still met them in other locations.I also listened the female's noisy words.Certainly,every time when I met them,I chose to leave .

  When I bought the souvenir in the store located front of gallery,I saw the couple came out of the gallery.I saw the man take a white stuff out of his pocket,he stretched the stuff and the stuff became a stick.He walked into the coating-room ,maybe helped his wife to take the coat.

 "He ia a brave man." The clerk talked to me."If we are blind so young like him,we have already lost the hopes."

 "But what can he see? He is blind."I wondered.

 "You are wrong.Although he can see nothing with his eyes,he can get more,he can see more than us.His wife described every scenes to him.He can see them in his brain."

   I know what's the patience is,the courage  is,and the love is.The wife is so patient to treat the husband,the man brave to smile life though he is blind and they present deep love for each other.

 Last night I dreamed peaches,high quality peaches.I picked a lot of peaches .The peaches are very delicious.I have forgotten after I finished to pick,what I did.

  I felt very surprise.In day I didn't talk about anything about peaches,why did I dream .I looked up in the internet and get a good news.Dreaming peaches will bring good luck .What good luck I will get?Is it possible to get high salary job?I hope so.The only wish now is I can get a good job and leave hear.

 Anyway,I should be happy.I think I can come true my dream.Everything will be ok.I have the confidence to realize.

 Everyday I read English,listen English and write English,I don't know whether I make any progress in English ?Now for me ,the only difficulty is English level,if my English is perfect,I have nothing to worry about finding good job.

 Yes,I feel very tired,but I still insist in studying .Studying is better than nothing to do.More pain,more gain.

 What's my hobby?In essence,I am good at nothing.But talked hobby,it's not necessary to do well for hobbies.Hobby is what I like,what I am interested.So what's my hobby?

  I like reading novels,like see film,watching TV,touring,cooking.I also like to cultivate the plants,play all kinds of balls,jogging.

  I haven't watched TV for a long time though I like it very much.I know it waste time to do so when I have the holiday,but I can't help it to watch.

  I also like reading books,especailly novels.When I read the book,I always finish reading at one setting,I don't care how tired at that time ,how aching about my eyes.

  I like play all kinds of balls.I always play th badminton for two hours and don't have a rest,even not drink water.

  I like cooking,when I am free I will go to market to buy vegetables.I always consider new cooking method and try all kinds of strange ways.Some days ago,I bought some radishes and cut them,salted them .Two days later,the salted radish is very delicious and my dormitories all very like to eat.I am so happy!I will continue to research the cooking.

 I decide to go to HangZhou next month .Right,I have to pay the trip expense and take a leave for one day.I don't care now.Even though I won't success,I have to try.Of course,I will contact with the person when I make sufficient preparation,especially English aspect.

 I look for the information about interviewed flow ,I obtain one information.Keep self-confidence and don't care much syntax ,open to say self-thought .In fact,only if you can see what the employer said,you express your thought,even word by word,you have the chance to enter.

 Reminiscing my ability and diligent study,I should believe I can enter their company.The next days,keep listening and writing and reading English.If I won't work to the company ,I can go to another better company.

 Though my performance is so bad,why should I hasitate?I asked someone who left before Spring Festival last year and he told me he got the whole bonus .So now I don't worry about I couldn't get the bonus if I leave before Spring Festival.

  Searching for a good company for one year.I want to end up the process quickly.During these long time,I can't eat well,sleep well and everyday study hard,learn all kinds of technology and skills.I am so tired.Continue to find the job,modify my resume ,confirm one company then leave.After Spring Festival,I can go to HangZhou and needn't come back.

  I pretend I don't care the result and tell others whether I get A or not,it's no sense.But today when I know the result ,I have no mood continue to work ,I stare at the word for a long time and read nothing.

  I know I am not happy.exactly to say,I am very angry the result.But it's the fact.

I make a decision,if M talk to me about the work performance,I will keep silence.What should I to say?I have tried my best to work but you still don't satisfy my work.

  Certainly,I will leave the company whether I get A or not .But the score present my payment.What I have done not accord to what I will get.How could I keep calm?

  I also know the performance examination just a form.There are a lot of persons who came the company earlier than me and only a little people can get the number.

 I also know my opinion and personality are different from the leader ,sometimes he have no idea  but to agree with my opinion...

  I know I should be modest in career and should not always show my outstanding abilites.

  I am very angry and not happy,but how could I to do?The one way to study hard and search new job,leave the environment .To a new environment ,open new life.