I feel a little depressed, I dislike my work, and don't know what else I can do, and I have no interest doing my job reading, writing test cases, and I found difficulty in JP learning. Book 1 is easy for me, but Book 2 is too hard.
    What can I do in the next? Maybe I am too tired and need a relax, so the trip in Xiamen maybe give me some fresh air and new idea.
    Don't care the others, just be myself!

    A little story here, my company interviewed a person 29 years old, the manager said he was too old for the job.What? Too old? That's mean if we are around 30 years old, when we are not cheap anymore and not young enough, we are likely to lose our job, what a pity, what should we do?

I was quite busy from Jane 15 to now, in fact,only busy with my private things, Chuansha and Pangwa...
I did N6 project, I just learn sth about this project, but made no progress on my personal skills.
I began to learn Janpanese from Sep 15th again, I don't know how long it will last this time, but I need to learn new things, as time flies, I find that I have been working almost 2.5 years, next march will be 3 years sharp, I feel shame, beacuse I learned not very much during the past 2.5 years, I have to do things to make a difference!

From March 9th to 23th I am quite busy with A1 project,But after that I just looked some pdf, some A3 and N6 PS
The weather is fine, and my mood become much better, spring is here and I have happy life

But the only question bothers me is, what can I do when I am not busy at office, obviously I can't surf on the internet given the circumstances company seems in the crisis.
I know that I am not as good as other employees in many aspects, I realize it takes time for me to catch up with them,  I know everything, but when it comes to do it I become too lazy, I am not so eager for learning new things compared to when I was just begin working, I lose my passion, lose my dream and the patience.

It was quite busy at first of this month, recently I feel quite tired, maybe becase the weather,this month I will finish writing the testcase, next month I will test it, boring, right?

Always hear the news of layoff and bankrupt of other company, the ecnomic let we a little upset, I hope and believe it will better!

1.Japanese,this need more time, learn it as a interet everyday

2.Business logic, this is also very important for the future

3.Excellent English

   I feel quite good at the new company, at first I have the fear that can not get used to the new job quickly , acturaly they have training programs and the peers looks very nice. I feel very comfertable. And have the passion for work again, that's pretty good.
   And I have the feeling that, the frist job took me at least 1 month to adapt to it and famillar with the colleagues, this new job may take me much less time to adapt to it, that's mean I am more mature
   To do job seriously for short period of time is easy for me, but keep on this spirit is so hard, a friend of mine said once upon a time I was not patient enough, I know that, so I will conquer this defects.
   To be more serious and patient, and never neglect every progress I have achive, it can make a difference.

I am very tired with the current job, not beacuse it is too busy but beacuse it is not busy, I always learnt by myself and have nobody to discuss and nobody to compared with. If keep on doing this I'll be crazy and can't learn anything except kill time:(
I don't know weather the last interview will success or not, hope I'll make it!

You know what?
The most miserable thing is give u hope at first, then extinguish it!
Such as the interview and my exboy friend.It can turn u from heaven to hell at the same day. I have no body to rely on except myself.
I am eager for find someone who can understand and support me

   I was very busy and lazy at the beginning this mouth, first went back home and very tired, what make me head-ache is how to find a good job, as few companys I am intereted in, it is hard to find.
   Anyway, I won't be afraid of any kind of interview, it's time for me too learn more skill as well as hunting for good job.

What to learn next? of course, it takes time...
QTP,LR                     Mastered
C++,Java,Oracle,Linux      Applied
English,Test Theory        Mastered

解释一下，很多人看到这些以为我目前的lr水平：mastered

错了，你们没看到“What to learn next?”吗，这是我以后的目标！

I fact, rencently I found to learn LR well is a big issue, it requires too much knowleadge, and once up on a time I am quite confused with what make a good tester.

Anyway, I'd better put LR aside for a while and learn others to have a refesh. I have learned LR books for nearly half a month, it's time to have a short break.

    I was shocked by Alex Xu's English blog, his English is perfect, and it seams he lead a meaningful and fruitful life.
    Long long ago, when I was in unversity, I used to love English, and practice English all the time. But that was the past, What I need to do is keep on learning and imporving, until I can speak fluently English, can understand all words, so I still have a long way to go, so I decide to write English blog here.
    So, I'd better have a specific plan:
    1. Reading English news by paper or on internet
    2. Make English notes
    3. Watching English movie, discovery, teleplay and so on
    Hope I will persist in this...

测试半载感想
        从三月份做测试到现在已经跌跌撞撞走过半年了，对测试，对自己的职业发展也有一定粗浅的想法，与大家分享：
诚惶诚恐的开始
        刚到公司战战兢兢，说实话对测试一无所知，只是觉得测试不用编程，便投了简历，manager叫我写测试用例，说实话，还不知道是什么个东东，于是乎51成了我最好的老师，下班后还找地方上网看51，测试用例写的很慢，但终于完成了，交上去之后，发现自己写得不差，还可以，过后，就是手工找bug，找到的bug也算不少，也小有成就感，终于觉得，原来上班就这么一回事儿，以前对自己没有自信，测试让我找到了自信，于是上班成了一件很开心的事情……
充实的学习
        一两个月之后，手工测试告一段落，于是空闲时间就学QTP，从最简单录制开始，还加入了QTP群，QTP说实话算是让你笑着进去，哭着出来的东东，一开始你会觉得很简单，不就是录制下，回放下，时间一久，你就会觉得，身为专业测试人员，是不是满足于这些，许多时候，还是需要编程来完成，于是乎，我就淹没在关于QTP的所谓复杂的技术，什么描述性编程了，DLL,框架了等等一些东西，东一点，西一点的。就这么傻乎乎的学习着。
必经的迷茫
        新鲜感没了，充实感被QTP的博大精深所耗费，开始怀疑工具的力量，又开始浮躁了，看一些LR的东东，同样走马观花的学习着，和很多人一样，自学，查资料，孤军奋战着。这个时候，开始迷茫，即使我是自动化工具高手又如何，现在使用这些工具的公司并不是很多，只专注于这些技术上的东东，影响个人全面发展，有些时候去应聘，看重的更是你的沟通能力和英语，自己这样傻傻的干活，成长又有多少？表弟的经历给我敲响了警钟，他是公司技术很好的一个，却也是同期进公司没有得到提升的一个，他告诉我，其实技术只是一部分而已，这个时候对我自己坚持的事情表示极度怀疑，以前觉得做好测试不怎么需要技术的，没想到越做越觉得其实想做好测试对技术的要求还是蛮高的，我个人不太喜欢纯技术的东西，虽然读研读的也是计算机，但是最头疼的依旧是没完没了的代码，还是比较喜欢做与IT相关，但是不需要太多技术的东西。有时候干着干着就想跳槽，或者什么都不想做，小颓废着。
淡然的现在
        也许是夏天太热了，让人烦躁不安，一般人迷茫过后，就会淡然看待一些事情，也没那么浮躁和急于求成了。让我明白了一些道理：
1，虽然我不喜欢纯技术的东西，但是目前我还得靠这些谋生，而且测试工作强度和难度上都没有研发强，与其郁闷徘徊，不如开心的做着，既然做了就要把它做好。
2，如果，三五年后，我还站在测试岗位上，那么我这些年的努力必定会使我成为所谓的高手和资深人士，我还是很看好测试行业的，如果，三五年后我转行，即使现在的技术对以后一点都没有帮助，那我也没有遗憾，因为我可以找到一个摆脱技术束缚的工作，进行再次的挑战，我喜欢有挑战性的工作！
3，无论何时，无论何地，都要全面发展自己各方面能力，沟通能力，英语，测试专业技术是重要，但不是全部，一个人的职业发展很长，机会也很难说，谁也不能保证一辈子永远做测试，所以，我们要时刻准备着,准备着天上掉馅饼哦。

[ 本帖最后由 flyfly310 于 2007-8-27 09:51 编辑 ]

开张拉，看见很多人的技术blog比较羡慕，以后就在这里汇报工作拉