The busy and lazy Summer

I was quite busy from Jane 15 to now, in fact,only busy with my private things, Chuansha and Pangwa...
I did N6 project, I just learn sth about this project, but made no progress on my personal skills.
I began to learn Janpanese from Sep 15th again, I don't know how long it will last this time, but I need to learn new things, as time flies, I find that I have been working almost 2.5 years, next march will be 3 years sharp, I feel shame, beacuse I learned not very much during the past 2.5 years, I have to do things to make a difference!