In fact,I still haven't decide to look for a new job.I just put the
resume on the internet,for example,in the chinahr website and the
zhaopin website.
Lukily,there are several calls to me ,saying
their companies have interest on me, to know my work experience and some
skills.When I talked with them ,I found that for almost big companies
in Shanghai,they want people with good oral English,and at least, can
communicate with simple words.Of course,no barriers.As if I heared
this,I said sorry and hoped there would be no calls added.
I give
no chance to myself.
Just now,I received a call from Huawei
Company.That was a lady.Though she didn't tell me where or whom to get
my resume,I felt very lucky to get such a call.But I was so sorry that I
hadn't done a good job.When she asked me to say something I knew about
the automation tools,I said I forgot all because of the lately busy
work.So bad execuse!When the talk was over,I found I was so stupid.I
thought I should have remembered for a while,and told her as much as I
could.Though it was a fact that I forgot all,the way I answered was so
bad.
This made me gloomy!
All shows that I am afraid of
challenge. Maybe, I don't have enough confidence to change the current
status.Having been here for a long time,I get lazier and no
thinking.Always ,I envy people who live in other cities with a job that I
cann't get.I tell myself to live with passion,and I could recover with
the spirit that I missed.But long time passed, evething is the same as
before.
A vicious circle.
Life is ugly.Beautiful colors are
needed.
aha,what I am writing?